Huh

Just GAHHHHHHHHHHH

I Want Some More

I have not cured myself of my funk. Maybe I am being female-ish and silly. I don't know. I just feel myself wanting...MORE! More time, more fun, more love, more laughter, more of SOMETHING that I am not getting. The vicious truth is that I would quit my job in one millisecond if I had the means to and travel and drink and just be happy. Hmpf. There are things that I need. To be sad is not one of these things.

Bad Mood

I had to delete every post on this blog. It doesn't really matter why but it is what it is. Recently I have been feeling strong emotions again and that always means it's time to start writing again. I feel that it is one of the best ways for me to get out what I am feeling. Yes my entries can sometimes read the random ramblings of my brain but I like that, and I need that.
Today I am in a bad mood. I am cranky, frustrated, and ready to kill. I'm still not quite sure what my problem is. Women can be dumb like that sometimes and I suffer from the problem of becoming extremely quiet when something is bothering me, refusing to speak about it, and then being bitchy towards my loved ones when they can't read my mind and fix whatever issue I may be having. I hate that about myself, but that's the way I am unfortunately.
Anyway I am sad today, cranky and just felt the need to put that out there for the internet to know. Blah.