Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Ramblings

Warning this post will contain random brain ramblings:



Yes a lot like that.


First off I am only 2.6 pounds away from my original goal weight. GO ME! I have been struggling with these last 6-7 pounds SO badly. For those of you who diet you know how hard it is, for those that don't suck it :)
After I get to my goal weight I am going to do the happy dance for about an hour, then evaluate my body and go from there. I am already in the "healthy" or "normal" range for my weight and BMI, but I think I would like to go 5 pounds more because I am still not entirely happy with my body (aka I have a fat ass still).
Then if if/when I lose those extra 5 pounds I will reevaluate and so on and so forth. I feel like this will be healthy "mini goals" for myself instead of adding on another 15 pounds that I need.

Bottom line is that I am so proud of myself for getting even this close. I don't even remember the last time I was at this weight. I look good, I feel even better and I have worked damn hard to get here. There is still a long road to come, but I say Bring it on!



(lol like this but fatter)

I have been so happy in my personal life lately. I have a lot to be thankful for. My relationship has been growing and we have both been working on our issues together. Mainly I am speaking up more about my wants and needs and he has been very accepting and supportive of this...something I should have done a long time ago. I am enjoying more time with my family and close friends and I am happy.

Now if I could just have a lot of money and not have to work I would be set!



Basically this will be me