Oh no one who reads this blog, please sympathize with me. I am on day 22 of p90x, rock hard abs of nothing and I have GAINED, yes gained 2.5 pounds since I started 22 days ago, and have not seen the scale move even 1 ounce since.
I am discouraged, sore, and tired. I am happy that I have made it almost to 30 days, I feel stronger, but oh I am still fat as eva.
Weight loss is hard, maintaining weight loss is hard. Eating? Eating is easy. Those beezles that post on pinterst about "Be strong", "sweat is fat crying", and other motivational nonsense have OBVIOUSLY never had enjoyed warm french bread.
Fuck, that, shit.
But I kid, I have nothing against the pushers and those who have a stronger will power to resist carbs than I do, I just playin ladies :) but SERIOUSLY how do you do it? I tell myself I'm not gonna eat, blam 3 hours later I'm knee deep in tacos talking bout, tomorrow, tomorrow is the day.
That shit cray.
Side note: I am currently reading 50 Shades of Gray, holy toledo, if you like books with hardcore sex scenes, bondage, and domination, I would say this book would be a big thumbs up for you. One thing I do not like in my literature is a weak female character, who is clumsy, skinny and awkward but yet EVERY male she comes into contact with thinks she is SO beautiful and mysterious and instantly falls in love with her. And the man is domineering but its because hes protective of her delicate flowerness. PLEASE, that is not life, but ok I will enjoy the read anyway :)
